Carrie has done some exploring of BDSM in
her private life. When questioned, she reveals she has also gotten her
feet wet with modeling by posing nude and in light bondage for "private
collectors." None of her experiences, however, has prepared her for this
shoot.
She begins to struggle with the bondage immediately. This isn't like the
photo shoots the collectors paid her to do. There is no pawing and no
fawning. No pantyhose rubbing or bare foot fondling.
Here there is silence. There is a rigid collar buckled unbearably tight
around her neck. Her face is red with the strain and sweat drips off her
brow.
I know the position she's in is agony. I know her feet are screaming in
the bargain basement high heels that don't fit. I know it because I went
to great lengths to make her suffer in precisely the way I want. I keep
asking her if she wants her shoes off. I know she desperately does, but
she keeps denying it. She's afraid that if she says yes it will get
worse and she knows she's barely hanging in as it is. It doesn't matter
if she can't bend herself the way some other girls can - the level of
stress necessary varies from woman to woman. All you need to do is
gradually raise it and wait. |
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